The Awakening of My Soul

There comes a moment in life when your soul can no longer stay asleep.
Mine began in March 2022. 

That was the moment I sat with Yagé for the first time — and nothing about me remained the same. What started as curiosity became a complete spiritual awakening. Layer by layer, I began purging years of pain, heartbreak, trauma, fear, emotional attachments, and energies that were never meant to stay connected to me. It was the beginning of my rebirth.
Then came Bufo — the sacred toad medicine also known as 5-MeO-DMT.
That experience shattered the illusion of who I thought I was. I experienced a complete ego death. Time disappeared. Fear disappeared. The version of me built from survival dissolved, and for the first time, I touched something infinite. Something divine. I returned from that experience transformed forever.
But it was Ayahuasca that truly opened the gates of my soul.
In 2024, Mother Ayahuasca took me beyond the physical world and into the unseen. I journeyed through spiritual realms, ancient energies, memories, and dimensions that felt older than time itself. I was shown pieces of my soul’s journey and reminded that my life has always carried a deeper purpose.
For years, I felt different. I felt called. I felt destined for something bigger, even when I could not explain why.
Ayahuasca confirmed what my spirit always knew:
My voice is power.
My light is meant to be seen.
I was never meant to live small.
My most powerful ceremonies took place on April 17th and 18th 2026 beneath one of the most intense and transformational New Moons the world had ever experienced in this lifetime— a rare cosmic alignment with seven planets in Aries. The energy was electric. Fast-moving. Fierce. Life-altering.
That night, I felt myself merge with the highest version of my soul.
I released lifetimes of emotional heaviness. I purged toxic attachments, negative relationships, fear, doubt, shame, heartbreak, and energies left behind by people who crossed paths with me emotionally, spiritually, and intimately. I felt generations of pain leaving my body.
And beneath all the purging… I discovered my true power.
I was shown that the life I dream about already exists for me. That many of the blessings coming into my life will arrive in ways that feel almost magical — not because they are fantasy, but because they are destiny finally unfolding.
I was reminded that God, my ancestors, and the universe have protected me even in moments when I felt rejected, unseen, or misunderstood. Every closed door was redirection. Every heartbreak was preparation. Every sign I ignored was still trying to guide me home to myself.
I now understand that my intuition is one of my greatest spiritual gifts. The more I trust it, the stronger I become.
I also experienced a profound soul connection during ceremony — an energy of divine love that reminded me healing and love are deeply connected. I do not yet know what the future holds, but I trust what my spirit feels.
This journey is not about perfection.
It is about remembrance.
Remembering who I am.
Remembering why I came here.
Remembering the power that has always lived inside me.
My Lovely Lunatic Leo Life is more than a brand.
It is the story of a woman transforming in real time — spiritually, emotionally, creatively, and divinely.
And this is only the beginning.